I am feeling awesome. :) All of my running and training comes down to this Sunday. That is when I will run my first half-marathon! Woohoo! I can't wait. :P When I first started, I thought it was out of the question to be running for so long. But two weeks ago I ran 15 miles. So this should be cake.
I am definately losing weight and I feel that I am on the right path to success. But there are times when I feel helpless and angry at my body. I don't know if that makes sense.... But it's because I gained so much weight and am now a smaller person that I have to deal with the fact that I am never gonna be that skinny fit person you see on magazine covers. Or even a normal person who can go swimming at a swimming pool in public. Underneath this remaining fat is the muscle which I have worked so hard for. The problem is getting rid of the fat. I hate to admit it but surgery maybe be my only option. :( It's so dang expensive though....
But for now, I am just riding this wave of success and I am really enjoy my workouts. My trainer is awesome! And I feel fit and in shape. Enough of my ranting. :P TGIF! Have a good day everybody! :)
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